Face It, Nothing's Fair

I feel I made a mistake by leaving you.

But what else could I really do?

Id known him since the beginning and start,

And everyone told me to follow my heart.

You hated me then, and there.

In the halls I could feel you stare.

I knew you still cared, and I cared about you too.

I had always had strong feelings for you.

I had to apologize, because I felt so bad.

You had never before looked so mad or sad.

So when I confronted you all you did was smile,

You said you'd been waiting for this for awhile.

I started to like you again but I couldn't let you know.

I tried so hard not to let my feelings show.

It was hard to be around you because my feelings were so strong,

I knew leading you on was really wrong..

I had to keep pushing you away, so you wouldn't get hurt.

I knew you felt like I was treating you like dirt.

When him and me broke up I was depressed for awhile.

But you were always there to make me smile.

I knew I could date you if I really wanted to,

But did you love me as I loved you?

And if we dated would our relationship last?

I was always leaving you because of my past.

I knew you loved me and I knew you cared.

But my life just simply wasn't fair,

I wanted to trust you but I couldn't bring myself to.

If you found out about my past what would you do?

I'm sorry I hurt you, but it wasn't up to me.

Theirs just some things about people that you just cant see.

It breaks my heart that as hard as I tried,

My fear and past made our relationship die..